♥ Tuesday, July 26, 2005 ♥
long time nvr post already.bz studying.haiz.jus feel so stress up.my brain is lyk gonna burst lor.so many things in my head.i jus cannot relak now.i jus feel so occupied.i jus feel so STRESS.haiz.when psle finish.im so gonna lyk shout n scream lor.i wld feel so xtremely happy.dis thur prelim oral liao.den nxt wk eng,maths,chi n sci lor.den thurs i FINISH.but not rly lor.still got psle in 1 month plus time.sucks man.totally jus SUCK.i nvr knew i cld b dis stress b4.i hav nvr been so stressed up b4.mayb bcuz i hav nvr rly studied enuff.owell.xams cuming.gotta face it.i jus hav dis feeling on d day of my xam,i go block.totally mental block.jus cant tink at all.better pray.evryday.b4 studying.after studying.b4 d xam.after d xam.owell.hpe i will do well 4 my oral.bye got to go.hav piano in abt 20mins time.bye
rach
6:22 PM
♥ Sunday, July 10, 2005 ♥
today so boring..church den came hme..parents went ta pp..den dey going 2 eat dinner n den going tu grandma hse..while mi n my sis ROT at hme..lol..actualy will b doing her skool hw..yaya..tml GB day..n u noe my sis in GB ryte.den hav ta go tu skool so super early..will b in skool at 6:30 lor..sux.lata for dinner eating western food..no rice.yea.haiz..actually i rly dunnoe whther im scared 4 PSLE..haiz..u noe y im scared.??im afraid i'll go 2 normal or fail my xams..n tt wil sux.i rly dun wana fail my xams n go tu normal.seriously i wana go to xpress.haiz.i dun mind going any skool..actually..i jus wana go tu xpress..b it the worst klas.i jus wana go tu xpress..but i dunnoe whther i kan make it..im afraid 4 all my sub..its lyk u jus hav dis fear..its jus unxplainable..haiz.seriously if we had a choie whther we wana take PSLE or dun take.i dun wun tu take psle.other ppl aso wun wana take psle but deir reasons r diff..dere reasons r prob dey dun wana study or dey dun wana take xams bcuz dey hate it..but my reasons r diff frm dem..my reaons r jus tt im afraid of the outcome.im afraid when i take my report bk n c whther i failed or which stream i go tu.im rly afraid.i dun wana noe the outcome.i rly dun wana tu.but i noe if i work hard god will reward mi.as the saying goes:u reap wad u soe.n i tink its v true.i rly hav ta buck up.i rly hav ta study hard.i jus cannot play a fool anymore.in klas i hav ta concentrate.i rlt mus ignore dose noise-makers in my klas.i rly hav t concentrate.no matter wad i MUST go tu xpress.if i dun make it.i'll rly b at a lost.i wun noe wad tu do.prob i'll feel i hav lost evrything in the world.n i will regret.it jus all depends on hard work.im jus v scared.i scared of taking the xams.im jus not confident.i rly wana get into xpress.okie betta go.
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rach
6:05 PM
♥ Thursday, July 07, 2005 ♥
long time nvr post le..study..din feel lyk going online..no time at all..haiz..dam choir took up time..lyk 2 3 hrs jus standing dere singing..dam stupid la..nid t study lor..prelim cuming leh..n PSLE aso..haiz..omg..im lyk kinda addicted t rs???n the teevee???actually teevee not so surprising..but rs??lol.mayb its jus bcuz of d many quest i hav been doing lately..n wtf.i may not b posting 4 a long time..xamz..haiz.
now playing rs..haiz..so boring..lata still got chi tuition sia..nd today in klass rlyyyy--yyy hated it..cuz of d stupid ppl hu were making d noise..eugh..the noise-makers..eugh..usual ppl..joash..joshua ling..n blah blah..den mrs lee hav t waste d period n scold n scold..n blahh..i mean if dey wanta make noise y in skool??skool is 4 studying la..i jus hate dem.den r jus so dam freaking irritating..okok..dey kan make noise but not now rite..cant dey make noise after psle??i mean not it s crucial period already..evrybody's already studing..nono not studing by now dey shld b revising..but no..dose noisemakers haven even stated studying..yet..wtf.
life's getting a wee boring now a dayz...evrybody's jus revising deir work n blah..shud b studying but jus taking a breakk..anyway today wenta skool..usual noise makers..blahblah..den went hme straight bac aftr skool..nth t stay bac 4 ma...so went hme..
nth t type already..its jus plain boring..hate it..okok..cyah
rach
3:09 PM
♥ Monday, July 04, 2005 ♥
long tym din post le..haiz..no tym t go online..den use d com..okie...nvm..today had tuition at 8:30 am..den lata going out wif my sistas..its so boring lor..today is d dunnoe wad youth day...lyk wtf..dun even noe wad tupid holi is dis abt..suppose 2 go swimming jus now..but bcuz of d weather..o well...anyway nth t type le..so byebye
rach
11:01 PM
